If I could describe myself in one word, it would be simply: lover. I had an epiphany where I realized that no matter which way I look at it, I exist because I was loved. Spiritually, I believe someone died on a cross so I could be alive; this person wanted that for me so badly, He gave up his own life for that chance. Scientifically speaking, well, I’m here because two people loved each other enough to create me.
You get the gist.
With this epiphany came purpose: I was literally born so that I could love. There is nothing else to do! My birthright is to love people just in the same way that the people who got me here loved me.
I have carried that passion with me my entire life, even if it may not have revealed itself to me in such a way as it does now. I was a stubborn, loud-mouthed, hell-raising child. My teenage years were full of dramatic scenes and tears and ultimatums and behavior straight out of an after-school special.
Now that I’m in adulthood I’m learning as much as I can about everything that makes it easier for me to love in healthy ways. It’s my new journey and my new mission. So, you wouldn’t believe how excited I was when I discovered that tonight is the Full Moon in Pisces. I’m sure you’ve read that about a million times on Twitter today, just like me. I scrolled the internet for what it all meant, and I assure you, dear reader – this is significant.
What I learned from my scrolling is that my wildest dreams can come true! Anything I want. It almost feels too good to be true! Divine loving energy is the force for this season. Reader, no matter what you believe in, you have to admit how cool it is when the universe somehow gets it.
I knew exactly what I had to do, so I lit my candles and went to writing. While I’m spending my time writing down all of my shooting stars, I made this playlist to jam out to while I do it. Give it a try, reader: manifest your wildest dreams. Record your strengths, your fears, your expectations. Write yourself a love letter! Listen to the songs that make your heart race and your feet bounce. Sing every. Single. Word. Give yourself a hug and then go hug your mom! Write yourself a love letter! Write yourself a hate letter, and accept every flaw. Go on a drive and listen to this playlist with the volume all the way up. Draw what you want your life to look like! Creative outlets are absolutely endless. If creativity doesn’t work, I’m sure sleeping will help just the same; after all, the world is exactly what you dream it to be.